Ostrich - Speak... Hell what more can i say???!!!

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

My Bell Jar

So Sluggish i see snails racing past at top speed. Time is tried and hung like a horse. Dangling slowly from side to side. The only visible movement is the ceiling fan that whirs endlessly and an occaisonal piece placed in the three thousand piece jigsaw puzzle. Trial and error. Mind is shut down. Not matching by eye, just plain drone like trial and error.

The energy around me is sucked into my excruciating pace. it is cadmium yellow, like jaundice. A sickly bilious aura. Somewhere out the window there is work to be done but my body is on strike. Maybe its just the medication.

"Just imagine these are your ovaries", said the doctor making ball hands. "Imagine someone has taken a fistful of marbles and thrown them in"
Just great doc, thanks for clearing that up.

HOwever on the bright side, its not harmful right now. Whatever.

"Sitting in a bell jar stewing in my own sour air", You said it Sylvia Plath.


At 2:35 AM, Blogger Boomsa said...

Poor Ostrich. Pat, pat. So, should I start working on little baby gobs of spit for the bovine doctor? He is ass. Don't you worry, your ovaries will be just fine.

At 4:30 AM, Blogger Vignesh said...

Somehow, a 'take care' doesn't quite cut it...

At 5:28 AM, Blogger Stacy The Peanut Queen said...

Doctors can be so cold sometimes. Makes me crazy.

At 7:57 AM, Blogger transience said...

hey, hope everything turns out alright, ostrich.

At 9:22 AM, Blogger Manish Bhatt said...

Ow, you take care girl. You'd be just fine.

At 11:33 AM, Blogger LiVEwiRe said...

I'll offer you a non-marbelized ovary of my own. I'm not using them for anything. I do hope you recouperate quickly... and sometimes the meds are tough to ride out, but it may be what you need for the moment.

At 4:19 AM, Blogger Cocaine Jesus said...

thank god i don't have either your doctor or ovaries.
take care.

At 5:55 AM, Blogger Roger Stevens said...

Take it easy. Rest. Recouperate.
Get well soooooon!!!!

Big hugs!

At 12:06 PM, Blogger broomhilda said...

all I can offer to you is a big {{{{{hug}}}}}

Thank you for stopping by my blog.

At 3:58 AM, Blogger Jugular Bean said...

One ovary to another "So, honey, you just moved in?"


"Any furniture shifted yet?"

"No, but two nuts are trying to push an organ in"


Take Care!

At 12:39 PM, Blogger Sunshine Coyote said...

Hey sweetie, my thoughts are with you.

At 1:30 AM, Blogger banzai cat said...

A basket of sympathy. A bouquet of good wishes. And a flask of whiskey.

Hope things will turn it out well.


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